First Impressions: House of Leaves by Zampano (Mark Z. Danielewski)

This book is intimidating. The End.

Sidetracked: Kira

When it comes to sidetracked articles they tend to be the farthest thing from books possible, and this time is no exception. Tonight I am discussing my personal views and desires as they pertain to religion. Tonight I make a personal wish to correct a wrong in this world that has not been addressed since the beginning. I wish there was a god.

My name alone WitchyErotica should suggest that I am a witch by trade. This would be a good assumption, but not quite true. Technically I am an atheist you has a strong faith in the supernatural. I used claim a belief in a god that that I didn't know or understand, but this changed recently when I was lead down a path of understanding morality from TheAmazingAtheist. After a night of deep contemplation I concluded without a doubt there was no god, and I could prove it on a moral level. This troubled me for I had repeatable observations of the supernatural. (No I still have not formulated a repeatable experiment.)

Though I am now an atheist I still practice a raw form of magic. Actually it was my observations of the paranormal and what appeared to be an innate uncontrollable reflexive gift to shape reality that made me practice witchcraft in the first place. I was born to a predominate Christian culture, but I knew I just didn’t fit into that. For me to have fit in I would have to deny what I saw and who I was, but I still have a healthy interest in this religion despite this. I took to witchcraft and magic as a way to systematical learn to control myself and understand what I saw. Though I am quite humble, I do not bow before any mortal or god. I walk my own path alone if I have to but shoulder to shoulder if possible.

I turned my back on the belief in a Goddess because I looked around, and I saw a leaderless people. Our race is shattered, broken, and unguided. When it comes down to it a god is nothing more than an unparallel leader. Gods set the moral standard in which a population follows. Being a leader is more than just making up some rules however, it is being able to uphold them and enforce them that makes you a leader. I see no grand enforcer. I see no results of a uniform enforcement anywhere. Karma is an elusive ghost in this world. Therefore there is no god. This world, no universe has always been and will always be. It was not created, but always existed. For those who are worried about an afterlife I leave this topic open. Perhaps there is an undiscovered form of energy that powers consciousness. By chance there may be an interaction with another dimension that our senses cannot easily perceive unaided. Read Flatland: A Romance of Dimensions to expand your willingness to accept we cannot see everything around us.

As a reader I am fascinated by the world created by the authors of Black Library Publishing (Blog). As a lover of TV shows that make you think Death Note is my show of choice. I bring these two things up because they both have mere mortals that rise up to become gods among men (I apologize for the sexist cliché).  As troubled as this world is, as desperate as things have become, and as hopeless as our people are, we can still turn things around and reshape things to make them better. The trouble is we are stuck following leaders that are idiots. They just lack the genius to pull us altogether in a single direction that would set things right. We need someone with a plan, that not only rights the wrongs of the world, but carries us to our rightful place among the stars. That’s why I look up to the stars in the night sky. It is more than their beauty, but it is the fact that they are ours for the take if we only had a god leading us.

The Face of a God.

I always felt like it took more than intelligence to make a good God. It takes a ruthlessness to bestow determination to our people. We are a savage animistic bunch in our hearts. It is going to take someone that understands this enough to be able to manipulate this feature to drive us to a worthy goal. Kira from Death Note had all these qualities in abundance. If I pray for anything I pray for Kira. With Kira as a moral compass we can navigate ourselves to prosperity that will inevitably lead to us conquering our own nature but the universe around us as well.

First Impression: Blackout by Connie Willis

I snatched this nifty little book off the new fiction shelf and wish I had more time to read it, but for now I have to surrender it. Blackout appears to be a work of World War 2 fiction. This book is a little bit on the beefy side, topping off at about 500 pages.

The cover shows some propeller based bombers delivering their deadly cargo to the ground below. Also there appears to be another black and white photo down below of a domed building. In between there is a flat black background with a neat black high gloss Spirograph thing happening. The title is fairly downplayed and simple which is a good sign.

Upon further inspection this appears to be a book on time travel. Apparently about 50 years from now we somewhat perfect time travel and start sending historians back to the past to collect data. Normally history would be fixed, but apparently on this trip back to the times of World War 2 the machine starts to glitch and the historians are now able to interact with the past to some extent. Probably not a good thing since they appear to be stuck in London during the Blitz.

I started to read some random page and was immediately sucked into this story. I had no idea what was going on, but from what I could tell there was a writer struggling to make a deadline for an article (feels like what I am trying to do right now). Apparently this writer is mixed in with a group of tank busters where everyone is either sick or off base and it has come down to the writer and his friend to go blow up some tanks. The whole page was dedicated to him trying to talk his way out of blowing up tanks so he can write up a story about a tea party. Wow, I am sorry, but if it came down to blowing up tanks and writing up another review for the site. . . Shit is blowing up! This exchange had me just chuckling the whole time. This feels like it's going to be a really good read that I am looking forward to.

First Impressions: Tales of Heresy

 This was my introduction into a series of books about the Horus Heresy. This is THE event that sent the universe of Warhammer 40,000 down it's dark path. It's a collection of tales set during the time when humanity should have been regaining its former glory and dominance of the galaxy. Unfortunately, the most beloved son has gone dark side and is preparing to take down humanity's greatest protected The Emperor.  

On the cover we have this dude, I don’t know, that looks badass. The lettering is in gold leaf print that gives it a regal feel. The background just looks like chaos and destruction. The back cover has some spiky looking space marines whooping ass.

I choose this book to be my introduction to the Horus Heresy on purpose. I thought a lot of small tales of what's happening all over the place would be just the thing to get me feeling the impact of this event. This was a time of legends and reading about a lot of them at once seemed right. I was not disappointed!

Personal Grievance - A.D.D. from books made into movies

Why is it that I can never get motivated to read the book after seeing the movie based on the book? I mean I know the books are supposed to be way better than the movie, yet every time I go to sit down and read the freaking book I just get so bored and anxious. I wonder if other people get this way too?

My latest encounter with this is the book The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson. This has been adapted into two movies both with the title The Haunting. The later of which I have seen and rather enjoyed. I finally got my hands on a copy of the book knowing it is much different than the version I have seen, yet I just can't seem to settle down and read it. Every time I have attempted to the movie flashes in my mind, and I just get antsy and put the book down.

Now I have read other books turned to movies. The Lost World for example is a book I read intentionally to experience the book to movie conversion. I know the book is way better than the movie yet I can watch the movie but can't read the book anymore.

Hell I love Shirley Jackson. I mean this woman can do no wrong. Well ever since I read We Have Always Lived in the Castle she could do no wrong. So why can't I read one of the greatest haunted house stories every written?

Cultural Corner - Spoilers

For whatever reason the chatter about spoilers  has increased significantly, so I figured I'd throw my two cents into matters. For the people that just joined us here on planet earth, a spoiler is the term used to indicate a bit of information about a story or event that reveals some major detail before a person has had a chance to experience said event or story.  For example this is a spoiler:

This clip was taken from a movie called "The Happening", and it tells you exactly what is going on before you have any chance of figuring it out yourself. Normally spoilers are found outside of the movie, book, game, or event you are about to watch or read. With the internet spoilers are widely available to any who seek them, and somewhat hard to avoid for those that are trying to stay pure.

So I pose the simple question of do spoilers affect your reading experience as much as they do say watching a movie? My answer is a simple no. I just do not think that spoilers are as devastating to books as they are movies. In fact I think spoilers are actually helpful in terms of books rather than being devastating.

If you make a point you got to back it up so I'll start making my case by identifying the differences between the two mediums. Movies are usually not a serious investment in time compared to books. Also movies tend focus more on the events taking place than the characters that the event revolve around.

When it comes down to it a movie may take you about 90 to 120 minutes to watch while a novel can take upwards of a month to finish.  If a movie sucks and has a terrible ending it can feel like you’ve wasted your evening, but when a book sucks it feels like you have just wasted your life. Well not really, but you get the idea. Having a few spoilers for a book can save you from this terrible experience.

Since books are usually written around the characters and not the events having a few events spoiled doesn’t necessarily ruin your experience. In one of my favorite books (I won't mention the title) a little girl dies at the end. Now It was shocking to finally read about her demise, but there was enough foreshadowing and common sense to pretty much assume she wasn't going to make it. So with each passing scene she was in I was just filled with the dread of knowing she was going to die. Now had I known she was going to die even before I read the book, I would've felt every one of those moments until the end. Even the shock of her death would still felt dramatic too me. The reason for this is that the story isn't written around the event like it would've in the movie, but it was written around the process leading to the event. Her purpose was make you experience her suffering and the suffering of her family as they struggled to stay alive. In movies you really just don’t get the time to connect with the characters on a level like this, so knowing she was going to die would've sucked all meaning out of her character.

So sure maybe hearing "Straight Snape kills gay Dumbledore" might have invoked some nerd rage while standing in line waiting to get my hands on the next Harry Potter book, but did it ruin the story for me? Not really. I was still more interested in the world and people than that one plot twist.

After Thoughts: The Immortality Factor by Ben Bova

The Immortality Factor by Ben Bova is a freaking AWESOME book. The book revolves around conflicts of all kinds. Every scene is a battleground and ever word of dialog is a heat seeking missile. The enemies are numerous, and the boss battles are epic.

This is a book about scientific fiction. This is about a brother's quest to change the world and save humanity from the ravages of time and disease. Along his way he faces many obstacles such as the morality police in the form of Christian conservatives, huge multinational corporations trying to profit from his expertise, his very own brother who looks at him like a pain in the ass know it all, and the worse most vile enemy of any scientist, ignorant people. These aren't his only enemies,  oh no there are plenty to go around, but will his talent and willingness be enough to persevere against a world turned against him. I guess you will just have to read it and find out for yourself.

You know I have heard a lot of people struggle with calling this a science fiction book. To those people I say, "are you nuts?" Seriously the events of this book never happened, and the plot revolves around modern day science. Fiction plus science equals science fiction. It's getting on my nerves that people feel like if a book doesn’t have magic wielding psychic space elves in it, that it is not science fiction. When did sci-fi get such a bad rap? More and more I keep seeing things distance themselves from the sci-fi genera. The SYFY channel for example is now hosting wrestling on the network to get away from its roots. Sure they can say this move was just to protect and build the brand, but no having WWE on your channel is betrayal! What's next SYFY. . . Dr. Phil?

Alright the main character is a man named Dr. Arthur Marshak. He and his younger brother start tinkering around with Arthur's idea to manipulate stem cells to regenerate damaged spinal tissue. I should mention that Arthur gets the idea during a night of hot passionate sex with a stranger he picked up from a benefit honoring Jesse. This is a character after my own heart. After getting some initial success Arthur runs with the idea with the notion of "why stop here" and attempts to regenerate other forms of tissue as well. Eventually word gets out that Arthur is playing God and that summons all the creepy crawlers out of the woodwork to stop him.

These aren't the only problems Arthur is facing. His personal life is a mess. His brother is with the woman he nearly married. The academic world shuns him for the crime of thinking its fair to benefit from the discoveries he has made. His mother is sick and the happy little family his made at work is having trouble.

As with all stories this one lives and dies with it's characters. Arthur comes off to a lot of people like the worst kind of know it all, the know you know is going to get the job done with a major success. By contrast his bother Jesse is supposed to come off as the champion of the people, the noble humanitarian. Really he is just a happy go lucky guy that gets things neatly handed to him and completely lacks his own initiative.

Julia is the catalyst. She ended up married to Jesse after falling in love with Arthur and nearly marrying the guy. In a lot of ways she is exactly like Arthur. She is smart, motivated, and highly successful. She can see the big picture where others cannot.  So its no surprise that Arthur found her complementing to himself in every way, and that she takes to making something out of Jesse like Arthur did. Let that sink in for a moment. Arthur was having sex with the female version of himself. I am pretty sure that is as close to masturbation as it gets. Jesse is banging the female version of his brother. Ew.

Smaller roles are filled by Cassie Ianetta and Patricia Hayward. Cassie is a fellow scientist working under Arthur on another project. It is her bleeding heart that becomes the lynch pin for the moral conflict this book is centered around. Patricia is a writer the company hires to do the public relations for Arthur's lab. She becomes the love interest that allows us to see different facets of Arthur's personality.

The story itself is told from many different points of view. The book is nice in that it tells you who you are following at the beginning of each chapter. Also the story is mostly told in flashback during the hearing to determine the validity of Arthur's work.

Overall the book keeps things interesting by raising very relevant moral dilemmas that plague our time. Is the idea of cloning ethical. Should science be steered with a moral compass or allowed to roam freely where every the evidence and facts take it. Is humanity ready to outlive its natural lifespan.  Where does religion and spirituality fit into all of this. Does health care really favor the rich and elite. The only way to find out is to gather the evidence and take the trip by reading the book.

Sidetracked: Throwback Soda

As soon as I heard of the throwback sodas (pops for you Midwesterners and coke for you people that are just wrong) I was thrilled. It was not because of the nostalgia or novelty factor, but because this would be the first time I would feel at ease drinking soda in such a long time.

A long time ago I learned the hideous secret behind corn syrup. That is a secret for another time, but it's enough to say that I try to abandoned all corn syrup sweeten products. Soda is one of these products that I avoided like the plague and spoke out against.

So I went looking high and low for these new throwback Pepsi products and still came up empty no matter where I went. I tried gas stations, supermarkets, Walmarts, and vending machines all over the place. I even took my search across state lines, and still I turned up nothing. Then finally this last weekend I stumbled onto a few at a discount store.

Now I am a fan of all those people who go out and try new foods and drinks. Right now my two favorite vloggers have series running about this sorta thing (LordKat.com and CinemaSnob.com)  They are really great and you should go and check them out if you don't already. Heck I had a camera I would do this kinda thing as well.

Now onto the taste of Throwback. Throwback Mountain Dew tasted sour as hell! I should clarify the situation. I was just chewing some of that Trident sugar free gum, the orange kind, just before I cracked the seal and took a swig. There had to be some sort of weird reaction between the sugar and artificial sweetener on my tongue cuz I just couldn’t taste the sugar in the soda. I guess it makes sense considering the sweetener starts off as a sugar base. So about four French fries later the palette was cleansed and I could taste the sugar again. Even then however I could notice a difference. I remembered normal MDtasting a little heavier than this. I heard that this actually tastes more sugary, but that is just obvious.

So tonight I tried the Pepsi Throwback and well it tastes kinda like Diet Pepsi. Once again this probably goes back to that sugar sweetener base. After a few more sips it occurred to me that this wasn't quite like diet Pepsi but something else. It freaking reminds me of Crystal Pepsi!!!! Yes it’s back at least in flavor. As you can already tell I was a huge fan of the stuff and drank ENTIRELY too much when I was kid. I miss it, but you know with the throwback Pepsi it gives me hope that maybe just maybe it can make a comeback as well one day.

After Thoughts: The Trauma Myth: The Truth About the Sexual Abuse of Children -- and Its Aftermath Review

Check out my first impressions here.

First I want to start with a word about something I found after reading this book. When I was searching for video of the writer to add to this article, I ran into a LOT of criticism toward the book. At first I thought well that’s to be expected and I was warned that it was out there, but then I started to read some of it. It really felt like people were bashing this book without having even given it a chance. They heard about it somewhere ran to Amazon.com, read a few reviews listed there, added to the negative reviews, and ran off to troll anywhere else they could find mention of this book. I fully expect that sort of thing to happen here. May I ask that if you must flame this book here, please do not just flame it because you have only read the title and nothing else. I am specific about this because this is a marketing title. It is slightly misleading, and Susan Clancy has stated that she doesn’t care much for the title herself. If you read it flame a way, debate is good, necessary, and healthy. If you haven't read it, try and keep the critiques based on personal experience and fact.

So what is this all about. The Trauma Myth is about bringing awareness to people that in most cases sexual abuse to children isn't always immediately severely damaging to children as it happens. The damage from the abuse tends to manifest itself later in the victims life as they come to understand what was done to them. When most of us think of child abuse we see children being forced into painful sexual acts by terrible horror people we would never allow in our lives. Even with a more progressive awareness of the facts that most abuse starts with people that you know and trust we still do not necessarily believe that those people exist in our lives and spheres of influence, and even if they did you would know and react. Ask yourself a serious question and really think about it, would you turn in your brother, wife, or stepfather if someone came to you and told you what they did to a child? Would you even think to suspect them in the slightest?

In the opening and heavily throughout the book Doctor Clancy makes heavy use of victims' and experts' testimony to paint the mental pictures of what is the truth in the readers mind. Expect to hear a lot of no nonsense accounts of experiences and feelings straight from people who were victimized as children. For some this will be quite an emotional ordeal. I found myself stopping several times to process what I just read from a victim. My own feelings and experiences kept bubbling to the surface as I turned page after page.

Doctor Clancy will use accurate and specifically psychological terminology. This may be a book you might want to keep a dictionary handy, but she does do a good job offsetting the difficulty. After given the actual clinical term for something she will immediately go back and clarify what she just said using simpler clearer language. I did find that this habit of immediately explaining things over again did seem to bog the pace down no matter how vital it was for a general audience's understanding of the material.

As a personal note, a lot of the material Doctor Clancy covered in the book seemed like things that I had always suspected and always thought made the most sense. Children being mostly abused by people they trust makes sense. That there is a political movement behind a lot of the understand people have and the information they are exposed to. Stuff like a lot of the educational programs geared toward children are completely ineffective as far as preventing the abuse.

A child might be able to identify an adult's actions as wrong or weird, but to be able to conceive that these acts will lead to depression, anxiety, mistrust, and/or shame years and years later as an adult is a little much. Furthermore a lot of the situations are contextually complex, since a child lacks the life experiences to help draw out the subtle details of the situation how could we expect a child to make the same decision that an adult would make in that same situation. Children always do the best they can with what they have.

There were quite of few things that I got out of this book that shocked me. First that sometimes a child can feel pleasure from the abuse. This makes sense if you think about it. That it is more common than I expected that children not only allow the abuse to happen but go along with it. I was a child raised with a lot of fight in me for some reason, and I had no trouble standing up to most people (most people pretty much included every adult in my life) that I didn’t fear so I expected other children to have had as much fight as I did.

Something else that stuck me was the way that a lot of relationships between child and abuser seem parallel adult sexual relationships. Acts of abuse tend to happen with a child and a person they trust. Same with normal sexual relations with adults. That the child may want to make the person they care about happy. Most marriages tend to work this way with someone wanting to make the person they love happy. Children who are abused sometimes want the attention that they receive from the abuser. I can't speak for everyone, but I can say that I too tend to crave the attention of the person I am dating. It just bothers me that even those these things can be quite similar (the first being totally wrong and the second being desirable) people treat victims so terribly. (I WANT TO MAKE THIS CLEAR THE CHILD ABUSERS ARE SCUM THE CHILDREN ARE NOT.)

I highly recommend reading this if only to experience the humanity that stems from the stories of the victims. I understand that some people just cannot tolerate the views expressed within but give this a chance anyways.  You will not find bravery like what comes from these victims speaking up like this often. For that I say this is a good enough read, but beyond that this book makes you think and in these we all could be better off with a little more thought in our lives.

First Impressions: The Trauma Myth

I have always been interesting in the science of human psychology, but I also have a personal stake in the field of child abuse. Without getting into details it is why I picked up The Trauma Myth by Susan. Since it is a relatively new book I had heard nothing about it and expected more of the same, but I was surprised by the content thus far of what I have read of it.

First I have to address the appearance of the cover. It has a gradient gray background that starts off at the top corner lighter then gets much darker by the bottom. Within the  there is a line of little paper doll cutouts of little girls and boys all holding hands standing at the edge of the darkness. Now in the darkness the bold white lettering of the title catches your eye like a beacon in the night. Up in the top corner the subtitle reads "The Truth About the Sexual Abuse of Children -- and Its Aftermath".

This is a cover designed to be sensational and to move books. Starting with the title like I said it is the light within the shadows (more on that in a bit).  It takes about more than half of the space on the cover with the word "myth" taking up even half of that space.  Even before reading this you  know it is trying to tell you that you have been lied to by the world and it is trying to light your way to the truth. Now a book on child abuse having images of those chains of little paper cutout children is pretty standard affair, however the fact that they are standing in a line between light and shadow means something. One could look at this and see many things, like children looking toward a bright optimistic future with a dark past lurking just behind their eyes. Maybe the dark history of this children are represented by the shadows and this book (the title actually) is meant to cast a light on that dark history; to expose the truth of it to the world. Either way I don't know, but I do know that this looks like a book you would see featured on the Oprah Show, Dr. Phil, or The View. It's simplistic and provocative all at the same time.

Before I get into what I have read so far I should mention that my mood was a dark as the thunderclouds rolling in the sky. I thought the flashes of lightning and roars of thunder would be an appropriate backdrop to the start of this book. Now after only reading the preface, introduction, and the note to the reader my mood has changed dramatically. That is a sign of how moving this book's contents are.

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With the preface you are introduced to Frank. Frank is basically every representation of a normal guy. One day Frank is on a train reading the newspaper and comes upon an ad looking for people how have experience child abuse in their childhoods to participate in a study. Frank has had a secret he has kept within since the age of nine that is tearing his average everyday life apart. Frank detours his life at this moment because it is finally time to let this secret out. Frank was abused by a man when he was a boy. Frank meets with Doctor Clancy (graduate student at the time) and shares his story. Frank explains to her that there was a beloved friend of the family that would conduct sexual behavior with frank in exchange for baseball cards. Frank goes on to say that he loved this man, and enjoyed the attention he received from him. Sometimes he said that it felt good. When the man Frank knew moved away Frank was sadden by this and missed him dearly. While Dr. Clancy listened to his story she could understand his shame and guilty for what had happened to him. How he felt "aberrant".  So while wrapping up the session with the doctor he posed a question to her that had stalked him for years. Was his case unusual? We all hear about how traumatic and scary sexual child abuse is. Heck one of the few television shows I still watch on occasion is Law & Order: Special Victims Unit which is based on how terrible these events are believed to be.  She bent the truth here and she said she regretted it. She told him that child abuse cases were very common, but she was interrupted by Frank. He looked her in the eye and clarified "No, not the sexual abuse part". . . "if other kids react to it like I did… you know, do what I did?" She just equivocated.

The introduction spends the next 22 pages talking about sexual child abuse. It is quite informative and interesting. She approaches using proper psychological terminology, but then she goes back and explains things she just said in more simpler and easier to understand terms that most anyone can understand. She goes into a lot of the history of the subject and shows how its evolved into what is in the mainstream consciousness. She also give a good detailed understand of the views she is trying to oppose with this book.

Personally for sometime now I felt like it was time that the truth finally came out about sexual abuse. That the media should stop telling these (she preempted what I was planning to say here) monster hiding the closet sensationalized stories and start getting the truth out there. Not all abuse is frightening, aggressive, and painful.  These views for what sexual abuse is like for children have permeated the zeitgeist (You have no idea how much I hate this word). Stories like Frank's are just overlooked or worse altered by experts and figures of the media to scare people about child abuse. Chances are that if you child is abused its not going to be done by some sick freak stalking them over the internet and fucks them with razorblades but by someone you know and trust with experiences a child won't feel are terrifying. If you think I am wrong think about it. How maybe straight guys you know right now would consider it abuse that the hot 19 year old college coed that would baby sit them when they were seven would ask "hey wanna touch my boob?" Now think about how many of those same guys who would brag about that sorta thing after a few beers who can't seem to keep a stable relationship to save their lives.

I'll continue to review this book as I continue reading this book, but by no means are my postings on this a substitute for reading this. So go and get a copy of this for yourselves.

First Impressions: Spellbent by Lucy A. Snyder

I am looking at Spellbent today, and I am not sure if this is the first book of a series or something in the middle.  I do know thanks to the back of the front cover that another book is due out around now, either its out or its coming soon.

The art on the front cover isn't too striking for me. We have a lot of warm soften tones and the font use for the title reminds me of something. Maybe it's Farscape, but it was definitely something that was on the Sci-Fi channel (no I will not call it SYFY). W

We have a woman posing sensually in the middle in what could be an ethereal breeze wielding a shotgun over her shoulder and a pistol holster at her hip. Another feature about this woman is that she has a few open wounds. It's hard to say if they are from combat, or my personal belief is that they come from her enjoyment of rough sex. I believe the latter just because of their locations, one near the upper inner thigh, one at her knee, one at soft tender side of her belly, and restraint scratches at arm and upper cheek. That and as I looked closer at the loose bandage across her chest their appear to be lip prints. What worries me is that there is a ferret at her side and those things get dangerous when they get frisky (don’t ask). Just to add to the sexual imagery there is a giant demonic serpent wrapped around her and strange eggs upon the " ground". I say "ground" because it looks like they are all standing within the mouth a sandworm from Dune.

I took a look at the first paragraph of the prologue and found the main character, Jessie Shimmer, speaking directly to me. She starts by saying that she is the reason why my life is going to change forever. I got to say that this is a bold statement from a mere fictional character, but I am willing to entertain her notion for now.  She goes on to say "Maybe you're only just starting to realize that the world is spinning strange, and you're looking for answers." Well with the release of that movie Inception, I am pretty sure I am not the only one with questions without answers, but go on little lady. Later she finishes with an invitation to either buy her a drink or kick her ass, and seeing how she is kind of cute I think I am feeling kind of thirsty. I will have to say that this is an interesting way to introduce the heroine to the reader.

The back of the book give me a quick tease about what is going on here. First We have Jessie Shimmer from Ohio mixing magic and sex with this guy Cooper Marron, who has apparently taken her on as student. As they try to magic up some rain for a thirsty drought ridden land, they accidentally open a demon gate which snatches up good old Coop and in his place leaves behind a nasty demon. So it's up to Jessie who is now alone in a hostile world to make things right again and save her lover.

Overall there is one thing about this book so far screaming in my head. Yep, the demon witch of the hollows herself Rachel Morgan. There are a lot of similarities between to two heroines. First both are from Ohio. Both women are bad asses, and with the way Jessie is dressed on the cover I just think bounty hunter. Both ladies are just entering into the depths of the world of magic. Both ladies seem to have men trouble. And finally that ferret just reminds me of a weird combination of Jenks and when Rachel was a mink. Now I am not saying there is anything wrong with the two seeming quite similar. In fact I am looking forward to this more because of the similarities, since I am such a huge fan of the Hollows.

At A Glance: Black Tide by James Swallow

I just finished Black Tide from James Swallow today.  This is the fourth book in the Blood Angels saga in the Warhammer 40, 000 universe. Now I am not going to do a formal review on this novel quiet yet, but I will offer up some of my cursory thoughts on the story.

First I have to say that I never really got emotionally involved in this book like I did the last three. The first two I was living vicariously through Rafen (the main character of this saga).  His every victory I cheered out loud for him. His every lost I felt myself, and when he did something badass I felt the rush of adrenalin.

By the third and I believe second book, I was thrilled by the involved me of my favorite heroes in the game actually having involvement in a real way with the plot. This I was a first so far for me, because usually the black library books I read so far only glancingly mentioned heroes and instead focused on original elements.

I guess what took me about this was the fact that what happened with what I read impacted I whole of the universe of the game. These were no mere cannon fodder ready to die at the plot's whim, but character's who if maimed or killed would mean they would no longer be the same in the game if they still remained.

The Black Tide on the other hand had none of these elements from the previous entries. I am not saying it wasn't a good book, but it just didn’t have the impact. This book was action packed and the pacing was unrelenting.

For me it also lacked suspense. I never doubted that Rafen wouldn’t rise to the challenges placed before him. So for a while during the middle I kept wanting things to move on and get to the final scene. I should say I was slightly spoiled with a review I read before hand, but regardless I didn't feel like the events in the middle would have much lasting impact on the plot.

Overall if you have read the first three books in the series reading this will give you closure, but it does not stand up well on it's own.

Movie Talk: World War Z

World War Z is a movie that I have been anticipating for years now. For those you don't know World War Z is based on a zombie novel from Max Brooks, who also wrote The Zombie Survival Guide. World War Z is a tale that takes place after zombies wipe out civilization as we know it. It al revolves around a former U.N. worker who was tasked to report on the entire war against the zombies. The story is told from varies points of view through a myriad of interviews with key people during the crisis.

The history of the movie adaptation of this book starts with a bidding war between Leonardo DiCaprio's company and Brad Pitt's company who won. Shortly after director Marc Forster was signed onto the project.  Max Brooks by this point has no creative control over the production of the movie.

Initially the movie was rumored to be release late 2010, but appears now to be p

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ushed back until 2012. Normally delays like this are a bad thing for getting a movie released, but according to Max, the money being spent to just get this movie written is a good sign that a movie will be made. (more on this later)

First the movie was handed to J. Michael Straczynski the man behind the awesomeness that was Babylon 5 to come a screenplay. Now this is a monumental task due to the way the story was told and the epic scale of the story itself. A draft was leaked on the internet and Aintitcoolnews was thoroughly impressed, saying that it could redefine the genera. Recently its come out that the movie has been handed off to a new writer Matt Carnahan who is known for The Kingdom.

Now that I have talked a little what's going on with the movie I want to get into how I feel about the movie. First as much as I want to see this story told on the big screen, realistically I know a single movie isn't going to cut it. There is just too much ground to cover. Even the audio book adaptation as good as it was had to be trimmed down. Maybe breaking the story down into different movies would work, but I am not holding my breath for a Lord of the Rings style trilogy.

With the script in the hands of a write I also worry that the story is being dumbed down and made more popcorn flick-ish. The book while it did a good job one night of seriously creeping me out, wasn't about that type of horror. It was more about the emotional shock of losing the comforts we have gotten used to and being force to fight for survival as the world crumbles around you. It will be a shame of that element is lost to more of action army vs. zombies tales. Any who know the book also know that the army wasn't terribly effective until it became incredibly boring.

Start Something Saturday - The Beginning

Saturdays are usually the days when I get new books, but this Saturday I tried something different. Sense I have plans of epic scale formulating in my brain I decided to take the first steps and do a little homework this weekend. So I headed down the local Half Price Books and got a little be of time in with the store manager.

The First Interview

Before I begin on how things played out, I should admit something. I have never interviewed anyone seriously. I also guarantee that I have also never interviewed a total stranger. I have no kind of journalism experience, and though I would've joined the high school news show, I had no idea where to go. So consider me level one at this job class.

So my tale begins with an innocent enough question. "By chance would the store manager happen to be in?" Now in my head I am praying to the fates that the reply comes back no, but I wasn't that fortunate. Actually I was on a strong of bad luck actually. Prior to this I lead a fruitless search all over the store for a copy of a book I wanted to send to my friend, House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski. Her reply after a short bit of doubt was affirmative. Actually it was more like "I'll go grab him. Stay right there." It's like how did she know I planned on flaking out and fleeing? Lol J/k

So while I awaited my slow painful death by embarrassment, I started to prepare myself. I opened a little notebook I take around with me so that I can jot down ideas for future stories to write, and then I reached for my pen. My luck is just failing me now. My favorite pen broke in my pocket. It also was my only pen because I just happened to put the other pen I grabbed back thinking I wouldn’t need it.

A few minutes pass and there I am doing my interview with the store manager of one of my favorite stores. He was such a nice guy and really knew his stuff, but the trouble is I didn't. Normally when I engage in any sort of public speaking I do not prepare what I plan to say. I usually ad lib everything, because making things up is something I am good at. Remembering things however is something I am not so good at. Actually add in reading out loud as well. Yes, I dyslexia. Now because I did not prepare questions, I must have misphrased my first question because the interview went WAAAAYYY off my topic. It was close but, it revolved around things that were over my head, however since it was so interesting I just went with it. I got a lot of good stuff, but I still needed something for an article I was planning. So at the end I bought the questions back into context somehow. I still do not know how I pulled that off.

So with my first interview out of the way, I am well on my way to bringing my readers quality content from some of their favorite authors and possibly celebs. I have learned a lot from this experience. First, if you do live interviews, use an audio or video recorder. Second, prepare extensively for not only the subject matter but the interviewee as well. Third have backups, anything bad that can happen will, and you need to be ready for it if only to ease your nerves.

Oh at the end of the interview, I did ask about House of Leaves. Come to find out he was quite familiar with it, and pretty much explained that it'll be long shot of me ever getting a copy from there. People love this book. Actually they love it so much that he told me he had a copy in his hand once that he was about to put on the shelf, and someone ripped it right out of his hand and ran it to the counter. Hopefully this means that next Saturday I will start reading House of Leaves for the book club.